So I anxiously await news of advance money from the producer I am working with. He tells me any day now. So I wait and I write and I enjoy the creative experience. That's all that matters to me right now. He says that the "people" in L.A. are interested in a Trilogy and I have to come up with two other sequel ideas...but smart as I am...I've already imbedded them into the story line.

 

Anyway...looks like April for me for France - unfortunately...I was so looking forward to going this fall but hey - it's all in the master plan...I cannot change the way things are folding out and I believe it's all for the better.

 

Besides - I have two sequels to write!

 

C'est tout pour aujourdhui!

 

 

Life hands you certain things then takes them away. Dealing with it takes time. Dealing with the loss is always a heart breaking event. But my heart is not open so I cannot feel. I am only capable of thinking and sometimes my thoughts are governed by non-truths. Life is such. Life is always a trip. Life fools me.

 

Life is building into a chaotic, tumultuous, undefinable bliss. Things are moving fast or is space moving us faster towards that conscious higher level.

 

Had a good weekend travelling on the Island and seeing the sun for once. It shined my face well. I feel it's energy burning my skin.

 

Back to work again...it was there and I was there - but it's definately not my heart...

 

I'm waiting to hear from Producer guy in order to start writing the script...he's to get back to me this week.

 

Anyway - all i have to say as feelings are not words today...

 

Later

 

 

I was recently asked to write an outline for a movie idea which I am very proud of....long story short - bought a treadmill off of craigslist and the person I bought it from is an executive producer here in Vancouver.

We chatted - I offered - I've been writing!

I am at the end of it now and am surprised by my own work.

Today is a weird day weather wise - they call for rain but the sun is still shining!

Have to get some errands done.

LaterD.

 

Inspired by a good friend I recently met I have decided to start an online journal - albeit I just read in a "Script" magazine that some screenwriters prefer the pen, a direct antenna to the gods...the muses...but I am torn. I prefer both...the pen can't keep up with my rapid thoughts...but it's more personal when writing from the heart.

 

So to my good friend who has inspired this place, which i have called The Studio, and you know who you are...thank you.